higgrigg

i was re-reading what i wrote the other day and thought it sounded like i was depressed. i am not. its not about my life, it is about something else. although if you would like to interpret it that way, be my guest. here is something a bit more happy. about one of my school [...]

wondering when it will end
as i lay here
making up my own memories
wishing i could change
what i have crafted
into something incredible
punching what is left
of the affection
still unwavering
will it ever begin?

a bit ago i went to the muse concert and told you a bit about it. i also said i would try and get the video. here it is. if you look closely you can see me at the end.

i was sitting there laying on the couch watching a boring movie. i think to myself, i want an oatmeal cream pie. i get up and munch it down. after which i lay back down. all of the sudden, my chest kills. it feels like someone putting inner city pressure on my entire chest cavity. [...]